life just feels like a joke at times.. how everything seems to be smooth, then everything changes with a blink of an eye.. how u tried your best doing everything you can and it all becomes futile.. how easy something felt was to do yet just.. im really tired with life. damn stressed out.. everything seems to just keep getting screwed and more screwed.. im damn tired of all these.. politics, competition, pressure, disappointment, the feeling of hopelessness.. i just feel like taking a long sleep.. and never wake up again.. to just be in a world where everything is possible, without all the pains of human life.. never again to be disregarded, never again to be dismissed as unimportant..