why today such an emo day sia..

my results.. no comments. i probably should hav put in more effort.. my only talent with accord to academic results was probably the only subject that i managed with a near 100%.. the rest was like pathetic.. even those subjects i thought to be able to ace relatively well oso didnt..
eng-32/50 (o.0 2nd highest in class)
maths-59/60 (only one T.T)
physics-48/100 (expected to not do well but not fail..)
social studies-6/26(ditto as physics..)
biology-60/100(duno wad to say liao..)
chemistry-71/100(slightly better..)

not looking forward for my next few results.. chinese/history elec/e-math.. i noe got ppl do worse than mine so far but its like.. im not supposed to be that weak in academics.. and parents are like just wanting and pushing me to get incredibly high for every single subject.. i mean like, i just want some time to myself, i want to live life my way..

one of my classmates emo coz was overly teased and bullied.. den i was emo coz of my results.. emo over politics.. den fren oso broke down coz of results.. it just makes ppl wonder.. why such suffering happens in the world..