a lot of things happened recently. only today managed to sort my thoughts out. thanking the lord for his help.

actually i just feel like trampling down on you.. just make you ever regret doin that to me.. suan you every bit, ruin ur relationships with everyone else, letting everyone noe abt wad u did, just screwing up ur life. but it's just.. i already forgave you. we already went through so much liao. yet u just broke my trust like that. ran me down like that. the feeling was damn horrible. i really duno wad to say. was tt really the worth of our friendship? all i just want from u is just an explanation, an apology? if its really out of ur reach, maybe its just better we walk seperate roads. maybe we shld hav done this long time ago. before any feelings got deeper..

i realised how much friendship costs. friendship is just like the wind. you cant hold it, smell it, taste it. it may come and then go. but it will always be back. maybe shorter, maybe longer. depends on ur luck. mine is rather pathetic lolz. total desolation.. a pain beyond imagination. spiritual hurting. aha nvm. i just probably shld just be content with wad i hav, considering how screwed certain things are in my life lol.

today met up with a primary3&4 classmate. lolz couldnt recognise him at all. only he could recognise me. even remembered my name omg. wasnt even on very close terms with him then i think. lolz made me damn guilty. ok but its good to catch up with him again =P forgot to get his contact lolz. hopefully we will meet again soon.