rawr.
i cant stand it
is this how u treat all your friends?
or is it just me?
its irritating
very
in case you couldnt realise
i doubt any of them received the same treatment
is that your personality?
to disregard people?
"no explanation needed
its not my fault anyway
the circumstances dun go in your way
too bad"
is this really you?
or is it that im that unimportant to you
compared to the rest in your life?
twice
you stood me up
made me wasted so many hours
that i spent waiting in anticipation
i would have been able to stand it
if it didnt happen before
again and again
do you have any idea how irritating it is?
just a simple 'sorry'
oso needs to be forced out?
if i didnt even approach you
would you even had came to me to say it?
or is it not even ur fault
its not your fault that the circumstances was against me.
its not your fault that you werent bothered to explain to me.
its not your fault that i lost my impatience with you for the recurring incidences.

then
this relationship has really lost it purpose.
i cant believe it
the effort previously put into it
tears shed
time spent into nurturing it
struggles overcame with much effort
but if you want to drop everything
then so be it
im used to it anyway
being hurt by others.



yo duckie, have a safe trip okayy.
rawr.
& thanks for standing by me.