my blog's dead anw
perfect

its just so funny
how naive i was
that i thought i had a chance
that i just spent so much on it
that i thought i was even acting like an idiot at times
just to make her happy
well, i was probably an idiot to her anw
i guess i AM looking too deep into things
i just don't understand
why you said those things to me
that just rekindled my hope
with every word my feelings grew
blinded and deceived by my ownself
i believed
i hoped and wished with every bit of myself
i did everything i could
just to show you that i was there for you
but if its really gross
i know where i stand
i just hate this rollercoaster ride
but i guess it's the end of it
all the way at the btm
i still thought it was still at the top
just kept believing
but of course
there's no happy ending
there never was one for me

i just want to know
why you trusted me
told me so much
and gave me so much hope.
the last request
i have

WLX congratz
and rejoice
you wont have to face me anymore