doesnt feel like i can fall asleep tonight lol.
dayum.
kk shall plan my schedule for the next few days!
..
lol. cant even go khoo teck puat nowadays
and i thought it was my idea to start studying there anw.
i guess i'll find somewhere else peaceful to study again that doesnt have any memories to strain me.
anw it's really stupid for me to keep asking you to go study when you dont initiate also.
makes me feel like some despo freak lol.
especially since being weak is the last thing i want to appear
now that everyone's standing there and watching me burn.
lol, never felt those lyrics to mean so much until this happened.
it's so ironic.
i wonder if you feel the irony when i meet yall alone
then you can go, hey it's the guy who used to hang out with us. why did he stop hanging out with us? ohh.. that's too bad anw. not my problem, i cant do anything.
dayum.
kpop is filled with bitter memories too.
so what's left in my life that was supposed to belong to me?
ahh yes, being a loser.